Mood Fixer Elixir

  Can you remember the biggest fight you've had with someone? Anyone…. just put a deep thought into it, Sky's the limit. Was it with your classmate at the eighth grade? When a basketball match didn't go fair and you both had a heated debate with an after school showdown, face swollen and body full of bruises? Or was it with your other friend, a girl, with differences in opinion and you found her spreading rumours about you or something? I bet you guys never spoke with each other again.  Could it have been the time when you fought with your sibling for a TV remote and accidentally ended up hurting them so badly that they needed stitches and wouldn't talk to you for a week or two? Maybe it was a fight with your own parents, just because of the teenage phase of rebellion or maybe due to the excessive restrictions or just because they wouldn't buy you your new phone. Which one do you think is the biggest fight you have fought in your life?  Now, I can't be ...

Dearest,             I don't know what state of mind I am supposed to have after being through all these small many things in this rollercoaster called life but I do know that life is hard. Emotions are not constant and neither are troubles. Certain things are surely bothering the state of mind in you, I can feel that. I have a habit of talking to the mirror since... ever! So, learning from my own face I have learnt to see people's smile and expression and can know when a smile is kinda fake. Yours is. Sometimes. I am always in a constant hope that good things will come in life like a box of chocolates someday. So I sit patiently and wait. With a similar fake smile I guess. What I'm trying to say is.. See life is hard... but it is the most beautiful thing there is. You dont want to wait to be at peace at heaven... who knows if it really exists. Even with the pain,life is dark.. like a canvas painted black with acrylic or emptiness, also like a canvas w...

এসেছে কি যে ভার এই মনে, ভার টা ভীষণ ও ববিতা, সহ্য করতে পারবোনা জীবনে, ভুলবো, শুনবো কার কবিতা! সাজিয়ে রাখবো আমার গহীনে, এই মনে, দাঁড়াইতেছো কেন পিছনে? তুমি আসবে না চোখে? বসবে না বুকে? দিবেনা সাথ জীবনে? খুশি টা নাকি শুধু রঙ্গিন এক স্বপ্ন, তাও কি ঈদের চাঁদের মত? দুই টুকরো হাসি যে করেছি যত্ন, ভেবেছো তা নাকি খোটো? এই আঙ্গুলের ফাঁকে যদি থাকতো তোমার আঙ্গুলটা, আমাদের শ্বাস আর স্পন্দন ও এক, কি করবো আমি গো! কি করসি রে ভুল টা? হারিয়ে যাচ্ছে আমার বিবেক। ছিল আমার মনের যে ভার টা, সেই নাকি তোমাকে রাখার কারণেই? তাকাও না এই দিকে! করো কথা বার্তা, নাকি আমার ভালোবাসাই বুঝতে পারো নাই?                                             -Elixir Piyush Baral

I want to write. My heart out so it will throb and Shine bright. Till my soul's lit fill. But Will it? Will everyone feel it? The cold rigorus beats! I tend not to, The deep vigorous hits I send off to? Write I want to, about the worry woes and glee, fight and my breakthrough, and the glory sto's of me. Can they hear it? The wishper! And the fear it can lisper? The stutters of my sorrows And the flutters of my glister? I want to write today alone, may the words make least of sense. I cant go fight the day with moan, hey! My swords are page and pens. Write the words so swift and clever even quickdraws slow and steep, Do I wanna write so bad that I'm writing myself to sleep?                                               -Elixir Piyush Baral

"Not every hero wears a cape!" 'सबै हिरोहरू चादर ओढेर उड्दैनन्।'  आजकाल धेरै सुन्न पाइन्छ यो भनाई। आफ्नो मनपर्ने खेलौना पाएपछि हाम्रो त्यो दुधे ओठबाट निस्केको एक मिठो मुस्कान, 'ताते-ताते' गर्दै बल्ल बल्ल उठाउन सकेको एक पाइला र जीवनको बोध नभएका ती आसै आसले भरिएका कलिला आँखाका चमकलाई जोगाउन हाम्रो हदेक बाधा-अड्चनलाई पन्छाउदै हाम्रो जिवन फुलै फुलको बगैंचा बनाउन थहा छैन कति काँडाहरू आफैँले समाउनु भयो होला। दुख्न त पक्कै दुख्दो हो, तर भुल्नु हुँदो हो ती सबै काँडाका घाउहरू जब हामी हाम्रो जिब्रो लर्बराउदै आफुले बोल्न सीकेको त्यो प्रथम शव्द उच्चारण गर्थ्यौं, "बाबा!" हाम्रो सानो भन्दा सानो खुसीमा बाहिरबाट नदेखाए पनि भित्र भित्रै हामी भन्दा दोब्बर रमाउने र हाम्रो हरेक दुःखमा आफैँ भित्रभित्रै पुरै कुडिएपनि बाहिर एउटा मिठो मुस्कान तानेर हामीलाई सम्हाल्न र अघि बढ्न सिकाउने सुपरहिरो हो उहाँ। यस्तो सुपर पावर हुन न कुनै माकुराले टोक्नुपर्छ न त कुनै बिकिरणले असर गर्नु पर्छ। जब कसैले अस्पतालको त्यो डेलिभरी रूम बाहिर,"यहाँ हेर त! तिम्रो बच्चा!...