The lost lust to be lost

                                    The Lost Lust To Be Lost

                                                            -Elixir Piyush Baral



Out again back to wilderness, resurfaced down the sun,
leaving the miseries behind I move, in hope of joy and fun
Breaking the cage of heart,to live, I've will to pay its cost,
So, so long to the solitude, it's my lost lust to be lost.

Lets go back to the time when I would sober in the dark,
Thinking of me and 'the one' spending hours in the park.
Climbung down the melancholy hill, I head to face the dust,
I don't plan to look behind, I have lost lust to be lost.

Exactly as it sounds like, it's my lost lust to be lost
down the trenches of happiness and in the mild tranquile gust.
From this world so cruel and scary, I shall rise and blow the sheath,
I've lost lust to be lost dear sorrow, I tell you to your teeth.

Body free as it may be, it's bound by shackled heart.
Free as I may seem, I'm always pinned by own thought's dart,
No hands for use or legs to move, I feel like armless bust,
But I finally break the bounds to fill my lost lust to be lost.

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