I choked them to death!

 I choked them to death, with my own hands,

Pierced my thumbs so deep to puncture their glands.

Were they a he or a she? I just couldn't tell,

Nor if they now belonged to heaven or hell. 


I choked them to death, but I wasn't quick,

As I mildly enjoyed their whimper and squeak.

The undulating struggle and their whispering cries,

Brought joy in my heart but tears in my eyes. 


I choked them to death, as I wanted to know,

how much of debt would a human life owe?

What value, what price could a mortal derive?

just to understand that, I took someone's life. 


I choked them to death, how soft was their throat!

Like they loved it too, no resistance to note!

You feel like a god, your soul feels so grand,

When somebody's life is now in your hand. 


I choked them to death, for a good cause,

A social experiment to find our flaws,

and strangle them down cause they don't deserve it,

as humans have value only if they're perfect. 


I didn't know who they were until I choked them to death,

I was blinded by the rage till they passed their last breath.

The ecstacy faded and the face I did see,

The person I just killed was none other than me. 


I choked them to death, this was now my second time,

As killing own emotions didn't feel like a crime.

Last one was my joy, and today I killed my hope,

Next, I plan to hang my charm and love on a rope. 


I choked them to death and I lost all the fears,

their crying and wheezing are now music to my ears,

being bold is now 'perfect' having feelings now flawed,

so I choked them to death with loudest applaud. 


I choked them to death, stabbed with deep thrust.

Slowly carving through the skin and flesh first,

I smile at their tears, see them losing their will,

as I ever so slowly do a merciless kill. 


I choked them to death, to leave out nothing but perfect,

and question myself," Was it actually worth it?"

To find out the value and leave flaws out the Bay,

Was it worth it to choke myself to death everyday?


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