Mood Fixer Elixir

 One fine morning, a day as any other, But I was feeling a little low, As the thoughts of what I can't be, and and it's guilt started to bother, While the gloom kept piling up a row. As I looked at the mirror, felt nothing but terror, my glances fell down on that face, Round and rough with a messed beard, scars and spots, the teeth's weird, Nothing so charming for you to trace. Self worth now all busted, and feeling quite disgusted,  I sat down, and gave a long sigh! Their beauty standards all trusted, crushed me dark, I felt wasted Wishing I could be born as a fly. And then I saw my pen, on its side was my brush, Above it was hanging my art, Don't mean to brag though, but oh! It's beauty and lush, Frankly was quite off the chart. Thats when it hit me, I shouldn't feel so low, After all! Trouble's like the grains of sand I realised that my soul might have the beauty glow That's expressed not by face but my hand. My words are but honest, humble and thorou...

 I can make sense of all the universe outside of the earth which is the same and quite predictable with all those universal constants and patterns, the hints given out by the old scientists. The patterns followed with the unchanging slow progression of the galaxies through the space time. Even with that complexity, it still somehow manages to make near perfect sense to me. But what baffles me is the universe you carry inside your soul, and the one I carry within mine and every one, carrying different universes within themselves, whose only constant is themselves; the people who carry it, the spiritual and mental development of whom is also really rapid, ever changing, ever fluctuating within themselves, making it even more unfathomable to even the keenest of the eyes, and wisest of the souls.  Sometimes stars align between two universes and they imerge, and they merge, soul to soul.. and sometimes the collision of the universes cause nothing but explosion and damage. I...

 I think there will be alien civilizations in our observable universe in the future. But It might not be like "We found an alien civilization"  kind of thing, It could be more likely a, " We ARE the alien civilization!" Kinda thing... the civilization will probably be originated from the earth itself 🤔 (I mentioned observable universe because there might actually be lifeform which doesn't originate from earth out there, beyond our sight of vision, or in the other dimensions we cannot see with our 2d vision or in the parallel universes we can't reach yet... I'm just limiting the possibilities of infinity by bringing out the finite; human knowledge on the universe and am just thinking.. and writing the fiction down with as much of the limit in my thoughts as I can ... just listen okay!) Maybe it does follow the paradox of fermi's paradox about why there are no alien lives in this very old universe, that's why I get the confidence to say, but my th...

What do you think being brave is? What act you did would make you think you're brave? Jumping off a building while tied? Sky diving? Saving a child from an approaching speeding vehicle? What high standards can you set for me to tell me that I am not actually brave?   If that's what braveness is then I admit I'm not brave. Fuck! I can't even ask the girl I like out for a date. I can't stand huge gatherings let alone talk about silly fancy stuff and socialize, I don't feel like being at the front of the line at most of the events, I never fantasized about winning anything, I never enjoyed much attention towards myself. So yeah, maybe I am not brave. Maybe I'm a coward trying to hide in a dark corner, away from the light, away from the sight.  You see! I don't want to prove myself as anything or anyone to you anyways. I never enjoyed being judged, compared and looked down upon. You might be good at flying but trust me I can sure as hell run supersonic and g...