Somewhere My Soul Ran Wild



  SOMEWHERE MY SOUL RAN WILD



Sitting on a park bench alone sometimes,
I recall my past and think
how slowly but surely the time sublimes,
but your present and past wont sync.

It melts the very core of me
when I see the children play,
and I remember the naughty,snotty me
whom, as a carefree child I'd lay.

And I wonder how that devilish
child is now so quiet
With tears her life will embellish,
and her smile would now cause riot.

The kid who walked almost carefree
with the world under her feet,
now has no rights to disagree
and must dance at the world's beat.

I sometimes get dragged back in time
to find myself picking fights.
people I'd tease and trees I'd climb
A Kid with no fear and frights

Now all thats changed is not my age
but my visions to the world
believing in fairytales was but a phase
learning the truth has turned me cold.

How perfect was the world to see
in the eyes of clueless kid
With real true friends and family
no expectations would exceed.

But only thing thats true is fate
Faces are but a lie,
love I thought is now lust I get
and soul left to mortify.

The park bench brings me but regret
of being alive and getting old
The grown up life so full of hate
and troubled by tenfold

Oh! now all I wish about
is being born again as child
where world would be fun and free of doubt
And where my soul could just run wild.

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