Mood Fixer Elixir

  " Energy can neither be created nor be destroyed but can be transformed from one form into another. "  Newton was very right about his theory. I think this same theory is very much applicable to our emotions and feelings as well, to some extent at least. I’m not going to go on a debate on how can an emotion NOT be created! The very nature of the feelings and emotions is that they develop, grow and prosper in our heart and mind like cancer. And certainly feelings are destroyed! The feeling, killed from its active sprouting form into a complete diminish is probably what we call Indifference. I’m not trying to explain about how to create a feeling, But I’d like to focus only on the, “can be transformed from one form into another” and ultimately destroy it as a whole. Think about it, what do you say when you talk to someone and you don’t feel like you are going to enjoy their company? You’d say, “Our vibes don’t match.” Or some words similar. The vibes, or the vibration of one ...

 When you're so fucked up in love,  When you're so fucked up in love, You feel like a bird with broken wings  Unable to soar above,  Trapped in a world of painful things. Every thought is consumed.  By the one who holds your heart,  You try to move on really bad,  But you don't know where to start. You see their face in every crowd.  Their voice echoes in your mind.  You try to silence the memories,  But they're impossible to unwind. The pain cuts deep like a knife,  As you try to heal from the wound.  But no matter how hard you strive.  The love remains profound. You wish you could turn back time, And do things differently somehow,  But you know that's just a fantasy,  And you're stuck in the here and now. When you're so fucked up in love.  Your heart feels like a stormy sea,  Your mind is a tangled mess,  And you can't seem to break free. But as time passes by.  You start to realize, That lo...

Ever since my mind had been capable of processing the thoughts and cycle the emotions it dealt with, an question it always asked to itself was what love is. Although many other curiosities about the sexuality which had been hidden from the society as a topic of taboo was slowly filled as I grew up and searched for a bit  in the biology books, no book could fully explain this one non sexual,simplified feeling called love. What I did get was experiences. Lessons of the life itself maybe? Which possibly could help me broaden my view towards love? So this little writing here is just me blabbering out about what I think love is to my understanding. Bear with me. Being a science student, lets start with biology. I think love is a feeling stimulated by the brain, caused by the release of certain chemicals,  such as dopamine, oxytocin, and serotonin. These chemicals produce the feelings of pleasure, attachment, and contentment that we associate with being in love. But love is more ...